I keep telling myself I’m done, but I can’t quit yet. I’ve got to much to say and no one to say it to. Maybe when I can find an ear to listen, maybe then I can justify my mid-day naps when I should keep going and working to be a better person. I don’t need a lover, just a listener.
Sometimes, when I’m really tired and lonely, I’ll be going through Tumblr and hit the refresh button. I close my eyes real tight and when I open them my heart and mind still wish they were anywhere but here. Only then do I remember that I can only refresh the webpage.
Hi there world, i know you’re not reading this and thats okay, I just need a certain girl to talk to me, kuz I believe she said we’d talk today, and I really need to talk. So when you read this, just know im refreshing my email every minute hoping to hear from you. And ik im dumb and u prob dnt want too but yeahh i miss you
Hey email me so I can talk to you.
Hey talk to me so I can smile.
Hey help me smile so I can sleep.
Hey let me sleep so I can wake up to more Hell.
Hey when I wake up to this Hell, find me and we’ll climb out together.