I Wish I Liked Myself
Sometimes, when I’m really tired and lonely, I’ll be going through Tumblr and hit the refresh button. I close my eyes real tight and when I open them my heart and mind still wish they were anywhere but here. Only then do I remember that I can only refresh the webpage.
I told myself I would never leave you. But I didn’t think you’d be walking away.
The fact that you think you want to go is the reason you know you have to stay.
Sometimes I forget how much I hate myself. But then I remember.
I Can’t Remember to Forget You